In this new journey for a better me I can't really move forward until I look back a bit. And apologize. When Instagram and Facebook really got popular people started posting all sorts of stuff. What they wore, or ate that day or their work out routine. A few years ago ( I want to say 2012) I was miserable. Hated myself. My body. I was overworked, overweight. Didn't take care of myself at all dressed frumpy and judged everyone. I would joke around about friends posting their body rock videos or flexing. Really I was just jealous they had their shit together. and it's super embarrassing to admit that. But being the well adjusted human being I am now I can look back at that time and learn from how horrible I was, say sorry and move on.  That doesn't excuse my mean girl-ness at all. I just can't fix what had said.  I can just learn. And now that I'm going on my journey and posting the crap out of it. I'm probably annoying someone out there too. But this new me , the almost 36 year old me, finally doesn't give two shits about what others think. So if I've judged you, I'm sorry. 

N:)